Kids!

I dont know why but I really fond to kids. Somehow, by only looking at their innocents faces, I can find peace. I love kids, that a fact I won't deny but another fact hidden is, I'm a bit picky. One thing I notice, I really get along easily with second child. Never the first or worse even the last child. Perhaps because I was the only child from my biological parents and when mom get married again I became the eldest and maybe because the fact is I was suppose to become a second born but unfortunately mother had miscarriage with her first pregnancy. I guess is all the reason that had shaped my picky side of kids. I often want to have a brother but when mom remarried I ended up having 4 step brothers. I believed that is the very reason why I acted like a boy and become a little rough on the edge, well actually so much roughness surrounding me. I hate cooking and my biggest weakness is, SEWING! I poke my thumbs with needle for so many times and I have few visible mark on my right thumb. (will get a snap later at home).

Sorry for my ugly arrow and circle, I only use trackpad :)

Anyhow, this entry wasn't really about me, I would like to blog about the Japaness lady I met at the laundry this noon. She brought along her 3 naughty sons. Married to a Malay guy and very fluent in Malay Language, I thought (by a glimpse) she was an Indonesian, but the moment she scold her sons and ask them sit neatly, I was mesmerize with the words! First thought crossed my mind, "never judge by just a glimpse". Her sons were so naughty I decided to help her keeping the boys in one spot by luring them to my iPad (yeah I sounds some bragging-ness here, hehe), luckily the previous night I downloaded whole bunch of apps for kids. Finally I manage to get the boys sit quietly and taught them some ABC, 123, as well as animals and foods. One that really caught my attention was the second son. He is so cute and macho but I think the very reason is because of my elder sister sense. His mother can't seems to control her kids but I managed to hold the naughtiest one to his chair till his mother done with the laundry.

When I was about the leave the laundry shop (a DIY laundry shop) their mother thanked me so much and asked how I managed to keep them together when she as a mother fail to do so, told her my secret, "the most powerful weapon to lure kids nowadays is, electronic gadgets" and I grinned. She nodded her head twice and her sons presented me the most beautiful smiles. The second sons (I guess roughly aged between 3 to 4) keep on looking at me and it makes me go back to him to bid him "sayonara" meaning Good Bye in English. He hold my hand, nodded his head once and said "arigato, onne-chan" (Thank you, bis sister). Nothing can describe my feeling at that moment.

Even though it was just a short meeting, I somehow feels that I will, one day will meet the sweet little boy again along with his other brother and sweet lovingly mother. Will upload the boy pictures soon.

He is a cutie!

With his elder brother

* Till then, catch ya on my next entry soon :)

My Favorite HangOut Place

Sexy back? Opps :p

If you are Malaysian and especially reside in Kuala Lumpur, I bet this is a familiar panorama for you. Yes a place where this uniform is woren by  the staffs and the moment you entered their shop, warm smile is delivered to you as a greeting. I guess all the KL'nian people spend most of their dinner time in Old Town compared to other coffee shop.


My favorite hang out spot of Old Town White Coffee is, Berjaya Time Square level 3 next to Restaurant Dynasty Dragon Seafood. Here, in this particular outlet, service is always tip top (well perhaps because I'm a very regular customer here). They provide you the fastest internet speed in town with 20mpbs with their excellent free WiFi, what else can you ask for?

Smell so nice!

Using only the finest coffee bean to serve their famous signature White Coffee, it is really the major attraction to lure the customer repetitive visits. Not a coffee lover? Why not give their Organic Spirulina Orange Juice a try, cost only RM5.90, it is indeed a healthy drink to give a shot. My favourite? Their Teh Tarik! The beverage code is 111 and I always have it hot which cost me only RM3.50. Sometimes I do get a not-so-nice teh tarik but most of the time, it;s pleased my taste bud. I also love the "Old Town White Coffee Signature Freeze" - RM9.50. I guess, all are my favourite as I do drink Root Beer Float religiously.

Slurp-slurp

Luke warm water might be an extra charge to you as it cost 90cents for a glass plain water. But as I biggest fan of their "Nasi Lemak", I advise you to order a glass of plain water for your own sake. Sometimes, their "Nasi Lemak' is fiercely hot thou most of the time its just a so-so. My must have meal? "Old Town Curry Mee", "Old Town Nasi Lemak Special", and "Hainanese Chicken Chop Rice".
Favourite side order? "Kaya & Butter Toast Single" and "French Fries Basket".
 

Nyum-nyum

A lover of half boiled egg? Don't be afraid to order their "Omega Soft Boiled Egg"as Old Town only use quality eggs by NutriPlus, well don;t ask me if I ever try it, I will never eat a half cooked eggs! But if you questions my suggestion, my boyfriend Neo always had his half boiled eggs here. It do smell good but so far I haven't attempted to have it yet. NEVER.period :p

Loving Heart

Think you waste all you money by spending it here? Don't worry, you will be ease to know that the part of your spending goes directly to OLDTOWN Children Care Fund. So indulge yourself in their varieties of food and beverage selection while browsing your favourite website (but not a pornography site yeah) and spend some money to help the needy kids. Well, shall I say, indulge yourself like what I did everyday?

Anyway, this is my most favourite place to hangout and I can spend hours (well, at least till all my devices batteries drained out). Think I'm laying or writing crap? Why don't you come here to Old Town White Coffee Berjaya Times Square and experience all the things I highlighted here :)

* Till I found a new place like this, I'll start a write up again :) Till then, see you in the next blog. Mwahugs, kthxbai.

Life in the future.

Will I get married soon? Will I be able to have my own child? Will I build a strong career? Can I survive this world?
So often I questioned myself what the future holds for me. It makes me feel agitated every time I try to picture myself in my mid 30's. What scares me the most is, will I ever get married? I have a good man with me now but life can changed to anything as fate keeps on changing. I myself, might end up to become someone's else bride. I can accept the facts that life can be with anyone, married to anybody. But I can't seems to accept the facts that I need to be patient in order to get the real man come to my life. I want to rush everything, anything, or whatever you call in a relation. I want to get married soon!

It makes me feeling so delirious but I'm going back to my hometown next month (this time for good ole time), I'm challenging myself to improve better in all my weakness. I know money will become tougher in KK but on the positive side, I have my family there! It's not like I'm saying I will be depending on them for my financial while I'm looking for job, but at least I can have my supporting bone through mentality vibe. I need a good aura surrounding me as I've been away from home for too long and longing for my family's presence is what I always need.

Below is the list that I will try to do whilst I'm home,

1. Learn to cook and bake. ( Recipe collecting is almost done)
2. Learn to sew. (At least learn to do a more fine stitching)
3. Learn to be patient. (I spent most of my day moody and cursing for no reasons)
4. Learn to garden. (I'm awfully forgetful, perhaps I can teach myself to be more alert by watering my garden twice a day)
5. Learn to be more tolerate. (I can't go on listening to others for hours, I will shut them up even before they start to talk)
6. Learn to swim! or at least float. (I will never be able to swim due to my almost-drowned past. The aquaphobia is really something I don't fancy)
7. Exercise everyday. (Jog around the neighborhood)
8. Sleep and wake up at the same time everyday (Wake up at 6am and sleep at 12am)
9. Eat healthily. (Less salts, less sugar, less carb, more greens and calcium)
10. Attend church weekly or regularly (Been away for 6 awful years, and I know the Holy Ghost is what I needed the most)


As I listed 10 things do as I called them self-challenged, I will try my best to keep all 10 goals achieved before the end of 2011. If I can clear all this goals, I know and I'm sure that I am ready to be someone's bride, wife and mother. Hopefully by doing all this I will stop wondering, what the future holds in its hand for me.

Cooking mama :p

Feelings.

Feelings - Picture from Google site.

Every breathe you inhale and exhale, is a feeling. Feeling of being alive. No one in this world, living every second of their life emptied feeling. No one can go on even one second without feeling. Feeling is not only what you felt within your hearts, its the thing that flowing in your blood, the thing that is process and produced in your body. Life can be different for each and everyone of us but I believe somehow, we are connected through our feelings. When you pray the moment you woke up in the morning, your are feeling blessed for given another chances to be alive and go on living your life.

Feeling towards your love one. It can be overwhelming sometimes but often it is sweet, now think of those little kids who have no one to loved them, the abandon kids. How lucky you are to have someone to love, and being loved in return. Be thankful. Hatred among human being, it is, well it also a feeling. But we can clear this one. No one can forever hold a grudge towards others. Seek forgiveness, whether its a small mistake or huge fault. Remember, even the smallest debris of hate in your heart can destroy a whole relation. You don't want to be feeling gloomy, moody all day long for the rest of your life.

Learn to forgive, forget and most importantly, learn to be true to yourself. When you pretend, moreover to yourself, you will never be happy and get things right. I've learn this lesson when I was in my 20's. I learnt of being honest to myself, stop tricking myself but start working my way to be true to my feelings as a result I'm living quite a happy life this past few years. I had never have a clear picture of my childhood and I lived in agony to learn my very own history. As the past come clearly piece by piece, I started to understand the importance of loving, forgiving, understanding, independence, and most importantly, survival. Now, having all this important traits to shape my feeling, I believe living a life is not that hard after all.

All you have to do is, to have a feeling. The feeling itself will guide you to whatever is the best for you and your life. Don't and never be afraid to have feeling. Indulge yourself, after all, God had sent you here on earth to learn about feeling. So go on, feel the earth, the loves around you, and perhaps later on you will learn the remedy of taming those hatred feelings.

BumBee™

I had created few blog before this but after few things happened, I have to re-create a new blog and dispose the entire previous blog. I always have fun blogging but sometimes virtual story telling is like enabling people who do not know you in real life learn more about you and all your story is twisted and sadly you can find in social network such as Facebook, Twitter and etc. This is done immorally by those people who hates you for no reason. Don't believe me? I had encountered the experience before. It struck me real hard but it had made me realize you have to be picky in choosing your friends and be selective in acknowledge someone to become you Best Friend Forever or they will turn out to be "Bitch From Facebook".

Well, despite all that happened, here I go again writing and blogging my heart out. As I mentioned before in my previous b log, I have no enemy and I don't have nothing to hide, so wont make it a private blog. It will become a hassle for me, for my friends and perhaps readers. I might be selective in friends nowadays but to read my (humble) blog, I have no problem with it.

So there be it, this is my first entry. Woo - hoo~~!